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YKD001 0017.Collected supplementary pages needed for the preliminary practice of Kunzang Palung..g2.0f

Chinese

两个老妇正在耕田。他看见她们的女儿们正在尝试杀鱼,就去问上师。她们说:“先到家里来喝碗青稞酒。”到了家里,七条鱼没死,放在盘子里端上来,心想这是最后的一餐了,结果一切都消失了。从天空传来声音:“如果世间显现是真的,为何真正的智慧不是真的?不真和真,虚妄的臆想者,他们比堕落还要更加堕落。将是与不是视为一体,心中充满分别念的人,很难找到上师。现在要去杀父母了。”这样说着。又像之前一样往前走,看见一个人把父亲钉在木头上,把母亲关在监狱里,想尽各种恶毒的办法,就去问上师。那人说:“这两个父母做了很多不合道理的事情,请帮助我杀了他们,我会把你和上师联系起来。”当他心中想着谁会杀父母时,一切都消失了。从天空传来声音:“由于执着和憎恨的能取所取,父母双亡却未被杀死,谁又能找到上师呢?现在就像看戏一样走吧。”这样说着。像之前一样往前走,在另一个地方,许多人聚集在一起,瞎子在看戏,聋子在听声音,哑巴在说各种话,瘸子在奔跑,僵尸在跳舞,他们看着这些景象。然后一切都消失了,从天空传来声音:“一个人变成许多人,一个尸体。瞎子在看没有东西可看,聋子在听没有声音可听,哑巴在说没有东西可说,瘸子在没有来回地奔跑,失去呼吸的僵尸在做没有作用的舞蹈。”这样说着。现在我想,这样带着我的身体是找不到上师的,我要舍弃这个身体,祈祷找到上师。如果我的身体还有转世的可能,愿上师永远摄受我。像这样被上师抛弃的痛苦,愿我以后永远不要再经历。说着,他拿起剃刀准备割断自己的喉咙,这时从天空传来声音:“为了真正的意义而寻找上师,找不到上师,自己就是佛。杀了自己也找不到上师,你想要的罪人就是我。”这样说着,他看去,是一位瑜伽士,身体是蓝黑色,头发在头顶扎成发髻,佩戴着六种骨饰。

English

Two old women were plowing the field. He saw their daughters trying to kill fish, so he asked the lama. They said, "First come to the house and have some barley beer." When he went to the house, seven fish were not dead, placed on a plate and served, thinking this was the last meal, everything disappeared. A voice came from the sky: "If the appearance of the world is true, why is true wisdom not true? Untrue and true, those who falsely imagine, they are more fallen than the fallen. Those who regard what is and is not as one, those whose minds are full of distinctions, it is difficult for them to find a lama. Now they are going to kill their parents." Thus it was said. Again, as before, he went on and saw a person nailing his father to a tree, putting his mother in prison, devising all sorts of evil methods, and he asked the lama. That person said, "These two parents are doing many unreasonable things, please help me kill them, and I will connect you with the lama." When he thought in his heart who would kill his parents, everything disappeared. A voice came from the sky: "Due to the grasping and hatred of the grasper and the grasped, parents are dead but not killed, who can find a lama? Now go as if watching a play." Thus it was said. As before, he went on, and in another place, many people were gathered together, blind people were watching a play, deaf people were listening to sounds, dumb people were saying various things, lame people were running, corpses were dancing, they were watching these scenes. Then everything disappeared, and a voice came from the sky: "One person becomes many, one corpse. The blind are watching what cannot be seen, the deaf are listening to what cannot be heard, the dumb are saying what cannot be said, the lame are running without coming and going, the breathless corpse is doing a dance without action." Thus it was said. Now I think, with this body of mine, I will not be able to find a lama, I must abandon this body and pray to find a lama. If there is a possibility of my body being reborn, may the lama always hold me. May I never experience the suffering of being abandoned by the lama like this again. Saying this, he picked up a razor and prepared to cut his throat, when a voice came from the sky: "Seek the lama for the sake of true meaning, not finding the lama, you yourself are the Buddha. Killing yourself will not find the lama, the sinner you desire is me." Thus it was said, and he looked, it was a yogi, his body was dark blue, his hair was tied in a topknot, adorned with six bone ornaments.