Chinese
以无二双运金刚持之身而作祈愿，色身的显现融入法界。当时父母二人的所有答复，在那位上师（བྃ༔，bam）的伟大传记中都有详细记载。之后我如同身处无依无靠的荒野中央，被巨大的痛苦压迫，无计可施之时，上师亲自显现，赐予预言教诲，这在伏藏文中有所记载。之后我们将自己所拥有的所有优质物品都用于圆寂之事，对自己忠诚的所有弟子，特别是上师的侍者名为光显者承担了责任，圆满完成了两位逝者的心愿。当时索珠桑活佛和上师的弟弟白玛多吉前来主持。当时，寺院又说了许多不允许我待在那里的言语，不让我留下。我想到之前上师圆寂时，无论寺院做了什么好事坏事，我都发誓要忍受一年。所以我这样说：按照上师的意愿，我尽力完成寺庙的续建工程再走可以吗？他们说：寺庙的续建暂且不提，必须尽快完成圆寂之事等等。索珠桑活佛心生怒火，说即使空行母师徒不能住在寺院，但谁也不能阻止详细地完成根本上师的圆寂之事。我说我愿意付出生命去做任何需要做的事情，如果不完成上师父母的身后之事绝不罢休，于是严厉地下达了命令，寺院暂时平息了激烈的言辞。当时我也因为必须去色拉寺的命令而无法违抗。之后，在尊贵的遗体即将化为光芒之时，上师甚深伏藏莲师心髓修法的灌顶传承，之前我被允许持有和管理，仅仅是交付了仪轨的伏藏纸张，并没有清晰地存在传承。上师的具 ज्ञान的弟子们进行了商议。
English
Having made aspirations to be embodied as the non-dual Yuganaddha Vajradhara, the manifestation of the Rupakaya dissolved into the Dharmadhatu. All the responses of the two parents at that time are recorded in detail in the great biography of that master (བྃ༔, bam). After that, when I was oppressed by great suffering as if left in the middle of a desolate wilderness without refuge or protection, and there was nothing I could do, the master appeared in person and bestowed prophecies and teachings, which are recorded in the terma text. After that, we sent all the high-quality materials we had for the sake of the completion of the passing away, and all the disciples who were loyal to us, especially the master's attendant named Odbar, took responsibility, and completely fulfilled the wishes of the two deceased. At that time, Sodrul Sang Rinpoche and the master's brother Pema Dorje came to preside over the ceremony. At that time, the monastery again said many things that I was not allowed to stay there, and did not allow me to stay. I thought that when the master passed away before, no matter what good or bad things the monastery did, I had vowed to endure it for a year. So I said this: According to the master's wishes, can I complete the ongoing construction of the temple as much as I can before leaving? They said: Leaving aside the continuation of the temple, it is necessary to complete the passing away as soon as possible, etc. Sodrul Sang Rinpoche became angry and said that even if the Dakini master and disciples could not live in the monastery, no one could prevent the detailed completion of the root master's passing away. I said that I would risk my life to do whatever needed to be done, and I would not give up until I had completed the affairs of the master's parents, so he issued a stern order, and the monastery temporarily calmed down the harsh words. At that time, I also could not disobey the order to go to Sera Monastery. After that, when the precious relics were about to dissolve into light, the empowerment lineage of the Guru's Heart Essence practice, the profound terma of the master, I was previously allowed to hold and manage, only the terma papers of the rituals were handed over, and the lineage was not clearly present. The knowledgeable disciples of the master made consultations.