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It is the strange, subtle, awakening of the nature within you, which betokens the higher state. Just as the young person feels with- in his or her body strange emotions, longings and stirrings, which betoken the passage from the child state into that of manhood or womanhood, so do these spiritual longings, desires and cravings betoken the passage from unconscious re-birth into conscious knowing Metempsychosis, when you have passed from the scene of your present labors. In our next lesson we shall consider the history of the race as its souls passed on from the savage tribes to the man of to-day. It is the history of the race — the history of the individual — your own history, student — the record of that through which you have passed to become that which you now are. And as you have climbed step after step up the arduous path, so will you, hereafter climb still higher paths, but no longer in unconsciousness, but with your spiritual eyes wide open to the Rays of Truth pouring forth from the great Central Sun — the Absolute. 226 GNANI YOGA Concluding this lesson, we would quote two se- lections from the American poet, Whitman, whose strange genius was undoubtedly the result of vague memories springing from a previous life, and which burst into utterances often not more than half under- stood by the mind that gave them birth. Whitman says: "Facing West from California's shores, Inquiring, tireless, seeking what is yet unfound, A, a child, very old, over waves, toward the house of maternity, the land of migrations, look afar, Look off the shores of my Western sea, the circle almost circled: For starting Westward from Hindustan, from the vales of Kashmere, From Asia, from the north, from God, the sage, and the hero, From the south, from the flowery peninsulas and spice islands, Long having wandered since, round the earth having wandered, Now I face home again, very pleased and joyous. (But where is what I started for so long ago? And why is it yet unfound?)" * * * "I know I am deathless. I know that this orbit of mine cannot be swept by a carpenter's compass; And whether I come to my own to-day, or in ten thousand or ten million years, METEMPSYCHOSIS 227 I can cheerfully take it now or with equal cheerfulness can wait." * * * "As to you, Life, I reckon you are the leavings of many deaths. No doubt I have died myself ten thousand times be- fore." * * * "Births have brought us richness and variety, and other births have brought us richness and variety." * * * And this quotation from the American poet N. P. Willis : "But what a mystery this erring mind ? It wakes within a frame of various powers A stranger in a new and wondrous world. It brings an instinct from some other sphere, For its fine senses are familiar all, And with the unconscious habit of a dream It calls and they obey. The priceless sight Springs to its curious organ, and the ear Learns strangely to detect the articulate air In its unseen divisions, and the tongue Gets its miraculous lesson with the rest, And in the midst of an obedient throng Of well trained ministers, the mind goes forth To search the secrets of its new found home." THE TENTH LESSON Spiritual Evolution. One of the things that repel many persons who have had their attention directed to the subject of Metem- psychosis for the first time, is the idea that they have evolved as a soul from individual lowly forms, for in- stance that they have at one time been an individual plant, and then an individual animal form, and then an individual higher animal form, and so on until now they are the particular individual human form con- templating the subject. This idea, which has been taught by many teachers, is repellent to the average mind, for obvious reasons, and naturally so, for it has no foundation in truth. While this lesson is principally concerned with the subject of the Spiritual Evolution of the human soul, since it became a human soul, still it may be as well to mention the previous phase of evolution, briefly, in order to prevent misconception, and to dispel pre- viously acquired error. The atom, although it possesses life and a certain de- gree of mind, and acts as an individual temporarily, has no permanent individuality that reincarnates. When the atom is evolved it becomes a centre of en- ergy in the great atomic principle, and when it is finally dissolved it resolves itself back into its original state, and its life as an individual atom ceases, al- though the experience it has gained becomes the prop- erty of the entire principle. It is as if a body of water were to be resolved into millions of tiny dew-drops for 229 230 GNANI YOGA a time, and each dew-drop was then to acquire certain outside material in solution. In that case, each dew- drop when it again returned to the body of water, would carry with it its foreign material, which would become the property of the whole. And subsequently formed dew-drops would carry in their substance a particle of the foreign matter brought back home by the previous generation of dew-drops, and would thus be a little different from their predecessors. And this process, continuing for many generations of dew- drops, would ultimately cause the greatest changes in the composition of the successive generations. This, in short, is the story of the change and im- proving forms of life. From the atoms into the ele- ments; from the lower elements into those forming protoplasm ; from the protoplasm to the lower forms of animal life ; from these lower forms on to higher forms — this is the story. But it is all a counterpart of the dew-drop and the body of water, until the human soul is evolved. The plants and the lower forms of animal life are not permanent individual souls, but each family is a group-soul corresponding to the body of water from which the dew-drop arose. From these family group- souls gradually break off minor groups, representing species, and so on into sub-species. At last when the forms reach the plane of man, the group-soul breaks itself up into permanent individual souls, and true Metempsychosis begins. That is, each individual human soul becomes a permanent individual entity, SPIRITUAL EVOLUTION 231 destined to evolve and perfect itself along the lines of spiritual evolution. And from this point begins our story of Spiritual Evolution. The story of Man, the Individual, begins amidst humble surroundings. Primitive man, but little above the level of the lower animals in point of intelligence, has nevertheless that distinguishing mark of Individu- ality — "Self-Consciousness," which is the demarkation between Beast and Man. And even the lowest of the lowest races had at least a "trace" of this Self-Con- sciousness, which made of them individuals, and caused the fragment of the race-soul to separate itself from the general principle animating the race, and to fasten its "I" conscious upon itself, rather than upon the underlying race-soul, along instinctive lines. Do you know just what this Self-Consciousness is, and how it differs from the Physical Consciousness of the lower animals? Perhaps we had better pause a mo- ment to consider it at this place. The lower animals are of course conscious of the bodies, and their wants, feelings, emotions, desires, etc., and their actions are in response to the animat- ing impulses coming from this plane of consciousness. But it stops there. They "know," but they do not "know that they know" ; that is, they have not yet ar- rived at a state in which they can think of themselves as "I," and to reason upon their thoughts and mental operations. It is like the consciousness of a very young child, which feels and knows its sensations and wants, 232 GNANI YOGA but is unable to think of itself as "I," and to turn the mental gaze inward. In another book of these series, we have used the illustration of the horse which has been left standing out in the cold sleet and rain, and which undoubtedly feels and knows the unpleasant sen- sations arising therefrom, and longs to get away from the unpleasant environment. But, still, he is unable to analyze his mental states and wonder whether his master will come out to him soon, or think how cruel it is to keep him out of his warm comfortable stable; or wonder whether he will be taken out in the cold rain again tomorrow ; or feel envious of other horses who are indoors ; or wonder why he is kept out cold nights, etc., etc. In short, the horse is unable to think as would a reasoning man under just the same circum- stances. He is aware of the discomfort, just as would be the man ; and he would run away home, if he were able, just as would the man. But he is not able to pity himself, nor to think about his personality, as would a man — he is not able to wonder whether life is worth the living, etc., as would a man. He "knows" but is not able to reflect upon the "knowing." In the above illustration, the principal point is that the horse does not "know himself" as an entity, while even the most primitive man is able to so recognize himself as an "I." If the horse were able to think in words, he would think "feel," "cold," "hurt," etc., but he would be unable to think "/ feel ; / am cold ; / am hurt," etc. The thought "I" would be missing. It is true that the "I" consciousness of the primitive SPIRITUAL EVOLUTION 233 man was slight, and was but a degree above the Physi- cal Consciousness of the higher apes, but nevertheless it had sprung into being, never again to be lost. The primitive man was like a child a few years old — he was able to say "I," and to think "I." He had become cm individual soul. And this individual soul inhabited and animated a body but little removed from that of an ape.